100

uhh. I wanted to post something emo, but I just realized, this would be my 100th post! woohoo! (i know i know.. im a slow and lazy blogger. =)) Two years now, since I decided to open this thingy. Looking back, many things had happened. Many happy, sad, frustrating, and emotion in anyways had I gone through, and am going through. But, there's definately one good thing bout it. I'm still strong in faith. Many times I failed and lost hope in life. But there's still one answer to these tragedies. Jesus. When I have to end my night in sorrow, I pray. I remembered once I when i felt i was totally cut off this world, overcomed by loneliness, I heard a clear voice saying, " I'm always with you, son."

Remember my readers (if I have any...), God will not forsake you. He is always beside you. Not near, Its an understatement. He is always BESIDE you, giving you support, blessing you. The world wouldn't end even if a girl decides that you are annoying, and wanna have her own life. Because He always have a plan for you. When u study your additional mathematics, the probability chapter. There are countless routes and probability that is ahead of you. But no matter which way you choose to take, just trust in the Lord, have faith, and He will walk with you, BESIDE you.

Though I walk through the valley of shadow, I fear no evil, because I know that You are with me. Oh Lord, teach me to walk in faith. I know Your plan for me is big, and I wanna trust You. Lead me, You are my strength when I'm weak.

No matter what happens, I will continue to love, not being disappointed in the world. Every morning I wake up, I will not hold any grudge against anyone. For You have forgiven me, so I may forgive others. Let me live a life, filled with Your mercy, Your grace. Let the people around me know that You are my God. That my strength comes from You. I need your strength oh Father. Chat with You later, daddy oh. =)

If you ever read this, remember, I'll always see you as someone important in my life. =) Find me.