It's Hard To Let Go.. But I'll try

Dear myself,

The pass 5 months was the most memorable moment of my life. It was the period that had changed my life forever. Because i met a girl that is so important in my life. She taught me to be more confident in myself, and always to look towards the future.

Sometimes, some set backs, either big ones, or small ones will occur, but these set backs are the key in preparing you for a tougher life ahead. Treat it as some experience that helps us grow more and more mature as we age.

To forget her, someone so important and sweet in your life will never be easy.. But, no point dwelling upon someone that the love is already not there.. Remembering the past could also be harmful to one's emotion, especially hurtful past, or anything similar to it. Remember, bad experiences are not to be dwell upon, and to remind yourself how sucky your life was, but to be treated as a good teacher, never to repeat the same mistake again.

It might take weeks, or sad to say months for me to forget her.. But it'll come.. It'll work out.. It sucks but there will definately be a time where i would look back and say, "gosh. foolish me!".. But definately, I'll remember the good times and bad times we had for the pass 5 months, which marked the starting chapter of my life.

Maybe along the road, when i really grasp the real meaning of love, when i'm ready for life, coincidentally, she's there, who knows? God does. Haha. But remember never to predict your own or other people's future. That is the only joke that God will laugh at..

Always wanted her to know, i care for her, even if she leaves me. Thx for being there when i needed someone to know i exist, thx for being there to care for me when i'm down, and for making me special. I'll be there anytime you needed someone to care bout ya, just call my name. (=

It's hard to let go, but i'll try,